Hallelujah

Today i had a really great day, i woke up late, i had lunch with my uncle, i've been out with my friends and i had dinner at grandparents' place. But back home, i wanted to listen to some music.

I've been listening to Bullet for my valentine for an hour, but then i got quite annoyed. So i wanted to listen to some relaxing music and i decided to pick a song that has many memories related.

It's called "Hallelujah", from Jeff Buckley.

I didn't know this song since last summer. We were by the pool, me, Piia and Lilly. They both knew the song, but i didn't. We asked Lilly to sing something, and she said she wanted to sing this one.

So at a point Piia started to sing along with her.

I remember the moment so well. We were sat by the little table drinking coke. We were tired after swimming, so we were just talking. The sun was shining, and i had it in my eyes.

They both were singing, and i was looking at them because i just didn't know the song.

This memory comes many times in my mind, i remember it so well, and tonight it brought a tear to my face. 'Cause the memories of last summer really bring me tears, i had the best time.

"Ricordo"

Un altro giorno è finito.
Mi ritrovo qui, steso sul letto della mia stanza,
incredibilmente buia e silenziosa,
si sente solo il ticchettio della sveglia che scandisce i secondi.
Proprio quel flebile rumore mi rammenta che il tempo passa,
la vita continua.
Già, è vero.
Ma inevitabilmente mi torni alla mente te.
Non voglio ricordare i momenti brutti, no!
Quelli sono legati indissolubilmente al radicale ed incomprensibile cambiamento di comportamento nei miei confronti.
Bensì ricordo con malinconia i fantastici momenti trascorsi insieme,
quelli in cui eravamo soli.
Io e te.
Sembrava dovesse durare chissà per quanto tempo,
con i tuoi progetti a lungo termine.
Invece tutto questo è durato soltanto due mesi.
Ecco... cominciano a cadere le lacrime,
che mi rigano il viso e vanno a finire sul cuscino,
mentre mi domando quanto ancora durerà questo periodo colmo di sofferenza e delusione.
Unica cosa certa: un'altra notte insonne.

After every end, there is a new beginning!

Goodbye guys ♥

Oggi ho pensato di mettere la mia musica preferita e fermarmi per una riflessione totalmente banale. Da ormai due giorni mi siedo con degli sconosciuti in autobus, e questo è decisamente qualcosa di insolito. Fissarli, stupirsi perchè chiedono il posto.

E' tremendamente banale e affascinante al tempo stesso. Chissà cosa fanno loro, che scuola frequentano, dove abitano, com'è la loro camera.

Solo curiosità :)

I am here for you if you'd only care.

Goodbye my lover - James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

[x2]
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bare my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

Cutee

Today i finally had to color my hair. I have terrible brown roots, that almost EVERYONE has noticed. I've been walking around and be like: "hey, are you staring at my hair roots?".

So i had to color it tonight, but guess what, the bottle fell and half of the color dropped. So my mom said she was going to do it, but she wasn't sure about the result.

WTF?

No, i wanna be sure. It's my hair! If it comes up blue, that's not really what i want.

So, gotta wait, a day? two days? with these WONDERFUL brown roots.

How cuteee

Re: Shambles Love

So i thought i could make my summer wishlist too, even tho i don't think i'll ever find these things, and they wouldn't look good on me i guess, but anyways i felt like doing it.

Love these items.