Just writing.

Today i don't feel so well. I just got a txt from my cousin, and i figured out how much i miss her already, even tho she left less that a week ago. We're like sisters. She's 21, older than me. But we grew up together, and not having her here near me makes me cry.
When she's home, in the summer she's often out with her boyfriend or with her friends, so we can't see each other so much. But i don't care, it's enough to see her 20 minutes in the evening. Even maybe when i'm on the computer and she comes to speak to me. It just feels so good. Now i miss that. I'm listening to her favourite songs. I wonder if she thinks about me, but i'm glad she txted me, it makes me guess she does.

She texted me 2 days ago too, but i forgot to answer, because i was sleepy when i got the txt. So i answered tonight.

Right in front of my computer i have a picture of me with her, my brother and my grandma. Looking at her face makes me feel good. It always takes her a lot of time to answer the txt, but i understand that.. i mean, she's with her boyfriend :P

OH, i forgot to tell where she is. She's at a sea place at 1,5 h from here working. She's not studying anymore.

She'll be back in 2 months, i must wait her, there's nothing else i can do.

I wish i could tell her that i miss her, but we've never been too emotional, so i won't.

When i said her goodbye, i hugged her, and she wasn't looking at me, and she left fast. When we were about to leave her she started whining saying that she didn't want to leave and stuff like that. That killed my breathing.

OH, she answered (: